Fucking indians

Yes...I fucking said it. This fucking guy is fucking angry and it's only 8:18 in the morning. So i had this job interview this morning that was supposed to be at 7:30, but apparently according to those jewel in the head, towelheaded, i work for dell, i am tan, i ride elephants, those indians, not the great native americans, i stay up all night for nothing basically. My job interview is now apparently at 9:30 instead of 7:30. Fucking Indians, i hope my interviewer is white, hell she should hire me on the principal that i can fucking tell fucking time. Anywho i guess what i really am so pissed about is the fact that i took an adderall for no reason really. I stayed up all night, minus the 2 hour nap i got from 2:30-4:30am, but i can already feel myself sorta crashing i think. Don't ask, certain things don't work for me and stimulants are one of them. I don't stay up all night, when everyone else can for 3. I don't get all hyped up after a mountain dew. I can say i've done yellow jackets and thought, what in the fuck, what a waste of money. So i'll make note to myself, don't ever try to get addicted to speed, it won't work. But i guess i'm still hopeful about this job, and maybe worse case scenario, it shows that i am enthusiastic, will get to an interview 2 hours early, maybe that will convince the interviewer that i'm worth hiring. Anywho what else is in the world. Good week of football, dominating fantasy football even with benching McNabb...Thanks again dick. Girls are fucking weird, i don't know if i'll ever get into a relationship again. Maybe when i'm 30, graduated, with a great job, and am done partying so much, maybe then. I cut the shit out of my finger at TB yesterday on a boxcutter, god damn it still hurts. Man me and jer are fucked in that picture. I think i'm a bit pissed if i don't get this hotel job...I mean i'm going to sit there and think, fuck you hire indians who can't tell the difference between a 7 and a 9, but you won't take a chance on a kid with some college education and a great bit of ambition to work for you. Fuck that. I guess i gotta hope for the best though. It seems Best Buy didn't call me back and neither did City Ice, man i thought i was a lock for city ice. Bagging ice or stacking bags of ice, i mean neither really mattered to me, and the hours were so great to match with Taco Bell. 7 am-1pm, and at taco bell from 10 pm-5am, i mean, i'd basically be working 3rds and 1sts, so i would sleep from 1:30-9, but no...can't work out like that, i just hope the Days Inn needs help in the days or in the evenings, cause if they need help at night, then i'm fucked either way, cause i'm going to have to choose which job do i want. Anywho i guess i'm just picking my brain cause i'm afraid i'll fall asleep if i just watch tv...or listen to music. Anywho i'm off, wish me luck, i always need some